seputar hari - hari vakum ngeblog

jujur gw agak malas menulis blog akhir - aknir ini, makanya gw lebih sering ngepost foto..hehe...
soalnya entah saking sibuknya, atau saking gk moodnya, akhirnya semua kata - kata yang tadinya udah gw rencanain buat ditulis akhirnya buyar gitu aja, padahal banyak banget kejadian yang worthed untuk di tulis di koas ini..siapa tau gitu bisa jadi cado - cado..haha.. (nyaingin ferdiriva ceritanya? )

well..up date sejauh ini, gw sekarang sedang terperangkap di karawang, di stase THT yang paling gk seru di seluruh dunia dan bahkan sampai minggu ke tiga ini gw merasa belum dapet feelnya buat ngejalanin ni stase, gw depresi lama banget sampe semua anak2 yang tau gw bipolar pada nanya "masih hipotim nes? ", berat badan gw naik again (thanks to the psychotropic drugs! ), gw merasa hampa, gw 'officially' lelah n berantem sm sekar n kita diem2an sampai detik ini,

dan..

oh ya,

today is my birthday..

so say happy birthday to me...wkwkwkw... *maksa

gk seperti bday2 tahun sebelumnya yang bisa gw ceritakan dengan menggebu - gebu bahkan bisa gw bikin list permintaan macem sinterklas, birthday tahun ini hampa banget, gw ditimpa kesialan bertubi - tubi hari ini dengan digoblok - goblokin konsulen (gk cuma gw c, satu kelompok..haha.. but still..), n gw bahkan gk tau harus meminta apa..
jadi hari ini gw bilang sama Tuhan gw gk akan minta apa - apa n gw akan berterimakasih untuk semua yg Dia kasih hari ini, baik maupun buruk..bahkan sampe adanya kecoa kebalik di samping kasur gw pun akan gw syukuri dengan...
yah...
(mau tidak mau) senang hati...

mencoba untuk lebih dewasa.. *tsaaah

update-an lainnya..
gw g bw obat gw ke karawang, means gw akan bebas obat selama 3 hari..dan jelas itu bukan ide baik secara gw lagi hipotim, n gw aware banget kalo mood gw makin gk jelas dari hari ke hari.. (oh, well..whatever)
gw baru aja melalui stase terseru sepanjang sejarah perkoasan gw yg baru dua stase (haha...) yaitu stase interna! dan di bekasi pula, surganya interna..
jadi yes, here i am, masih belum bisa move on dari stase interna, dan walaupun tiga minggu berlalu, grup interna besar (yang bareng sama anak2 dari univ lain) masih rame dan kita masih saling ngata2in seakan2 masih 1 grup dan masih ketemu buat follow up dan visite bareng..
thats a very bitter sweet memories, unforgettable... :')
i just wanna say, in the darkest of my hypothym, thanks God i had you all, Interna Bekas big and small group...thanks for a laugh, a tears, an anger, and everything...
mulai dari ketiduran di nurse station, sampe ketawa2 dan saling gosip2an di detik2 perpisahan..it's really makes me smile.. :)

another thing to tell...
apalagi ya?
sampai saat ini, itu aja c yang paling impressive...
rasanya idup gw abu2 semua, dengan semburat2 putih menyenangkan pas interna, dan semburat2 hitam 'putus pertemanan' gw dengan sekar, thats all..sisanya..
abu - abu..... *backsound: bunyi angin berhembus

so, bye bye guys..
see u in another story of me...

regard,
dest

another questions

• 1. What is your best friends name? = none
• 2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now? = white
• 3. What are you listening to right now? = disney song
• 4. Whats your favorite number? = 22
• 5. What was the last thing you ate? = risoto
• 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? = grey
• 7. How is the weather right now? = so so
• 8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? = mom
• 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? = face
• 10. Do you have a significant other? = no
• 11. Favorite TV show? = nothing
• 12. Siblings? = yes
• 13. Height? = 165
• 14. Hair color? = black
• 15. Eye Color? = deep brown
• 16. Do you wear contacts? = no
• 17. Favorite Holiday? = bali
• 18. Month? = october
• 19. Have you ever cried for no reason? = yes
• 20. What was the last movie you watched? = cabin in the woods
• 21. Favorite Day of the Year? = my birthday
• 22. Are you too shy to ask someone out? = no
• 23. Can you do a headstand (not using the wall)? = no
• 24. Hugs or Kisses? = hug
• 25. Chocolate or Vanilla? = vanilla
• 26. Do you want your friends to respond to this? = yes
• 27. Who is most likely to respond to a text from you? = riri
• 28. Who is least likely to respond to a text from you? = sekar
• 29. What books are you reading? = ENT text book?
• 30. Piercings? = nope
• 31. Favorite movies? = LOTR
• 32. Favorite football Team? = none
• 33. What are you doing right now? = do my task
• 34. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? = mix
• 37. Dogs or cats? = cats
• 38. Favorite flower? = jasmine, rose
• 39. Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do? = yeah
• 40. Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex? = no
• 41. Have you ever loved someone? = had
• 42. Who would you like to see right now? = none
• 43. Are you still friends with people from kindergarten? = yes
• 44. Have you ever fired a gun? = no
• 45. Do you like to travel by plane? = yes
• 46. Right-handed or Left-handed? = right
• 47. How many pillows do you sleep with? = two
• 48. Are you missing someone? = no
• 49. Do you have a tattoo? = no way
• 50. Anybody on Tumblr that you'd go on a date with? = anyone?